agonize(动词):(因痛苦、担忧或艰难选择而)苦苦思索;备受折磨;极度焦虑。常见用法:agonize over/about something(为某事反复纠结)。
/ˈæɡənaɪz/
I agonized over what to say in the email.
我为邮件里该怎么说纠结了很久。
As the deadline approached, she agonized about whether to accept the offer, weighing her family’s needs against her career ambitions.
随着截止日期临近,她痛苦地权衡是否接受那份工作机会,在家庭需求与职业抱负之间反复挣扎。
来自希腊语 agōn(竞赛、斗争),经拉丁语与法语进入英语;原本指“在斗争中奋力挣扎”,后来引申为“在精神或情感上极度痛苦、纠结”,也可用于形容做决定时的煎熬。